Please Don’t Tell Me Please don’t tell me you know how I feel, Unless you have lost your child too. Please don’t tell me my broken heart will heal, Because that is just not true. Please don’t tell me my son is in a better place, Though it is true, ... Read More »

According to the things people tell you time heals. Apparently answers are good. But I can say 7 years down the track since Samuel passes away, time has not healed the pain I have in my heart. The pain of losing my son is no different now than it was ... Read More »

Please, don’t ask me if I’m over it yet. I’ll never be over it. Please, don’t tell me she’s in a better place. She isn’t with me. Please, don’t say at least she isn’t suffering. I haven’t come to terms with why she had to suffer at all. Please, don’t ... Read More »

I cannot believe that it is already 7 years since my gorgeous first born son, Samuel, went to sleep never to wake again. I have no idea where the time has gone. The memories are still so fresh in my mind. It’s like it was only yesterday. I can still ... Read More »

It seems like only yesterday I rocked you on my knee, With dreams about the future and What you were going to be. You were so bright and happy Such a precious little boy, You gave your love to everyone And filled our hearts with joy. Strangers would admire you ... Read More »

November…. How dare you show your face around here! My most dreaded month of the year. The month I wish did not exist at all. The month that came and ruined our life back in 2005, Here I am travelling upon that roller coaster ride that seems to get worse ... Read More »

It’s 6.5 years since we lost my gorgeous son Samuel… And in that time, life has truly changed. I’ve cried a lot, I sometimes wished that I had died, I have yelled, kicked, screamed and punched. Actually I still do a lot. – kick, scream and yell that is!! But ... Read More »