To my gorgeous son Samuel   I miss you more & more each day. I grieve for you each & everyday. I wonder how you’d be today and what you’d be doing. Would you have your driver’s licence? Would have a girl friend? Would you still ask us all of ... Read More »

It’s feeling all too hard tonight. Maybe reality is setting in for the huge day that we have coming up. Yes it’s not really that fair away until May 11… Samuel’s 18th birthday… The cake has been ordered, invites were sent out today – only a select few have been ... Read More »

So… Here we are, 6 years today that our nightmare began and our lives were turned upside down forever. The day we gained membership to a club, a club that no-one wants to belong to. This is the very day we lost our beautiful son, brother, grandson, nephew, cousin, step-son, ... Read More »

Here we are again, in that dread month of the year. Yes, it’s November. And it is now the lead up week to the anniversary of my first born son, Samuel. This Sunday November 20th is the 6th anniversary since Samuel became an Angel in Heaven. It feels like yesterday ... Read More »

Yes it is Saturday again, where the time is going I have no idea! I was laying in bed this morning wondering what I could post about for my “I am grateful” post. And at the same time I was listening to a song by Kenny Chesney “Who You’d Be ... Read More »

A weird and wacky news article:   PM’s son named New Zealand’s top planker   New Zealand prime minister John Key watches his son Max planking (Facebook: Max Key) New Zealand prime minister John Key’s son has been named the country’s top planker after a photo appeared online apparently showing ... Read More »

  Well today should be a joyous day for my family and I. 17 years ago at 7.23pm I gave birth to my first-born son, Samuel. A gorgeous little baby who grew in to a happy, busy toddler, through to an inquisitive boy. A head full of curls and a ... Read More »